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grapegardenTitle: A Cloud's Silver Lining
Author: Puri &![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
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Fandom: Earthbound 0/Mother
Genre: Romance
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Lemon/Graphic Sex
Ships/Characters: Ninten/Loid
Finished: No
Panting, the two of them tumbled through the door, kicking off muddy shoes and pulling off wet socks. Running really hadn't helped with the rain, they were drenched already—yet Loid had anyway, breathing heavily as he set his bag down by the door, away from the trail of mud. Closing it, he finally realized just how miserably soaked he was. And Ninten, too.. wait, Ninten—his asthma.. "Aa! Y-you need to get warm, quick.."
Ninten bent over, his breath pushing heavier and heavier. Brr... he pulled his cap off, groaning as it dripped over the carpet.
"Y-You have a towel or something? Some room I can change in...?"
"Uh.. mine. H-hold on." Loid stammered, looking away at the mention of him changing. Running off to the bathroom, he fetched a towel, quickly heading to his room. At the moment he was worrying too much about Ninten to think that he'd probably be quick to strip.
Ninten tried to follow Loid, stopping by a chair as he started coughing. Pulling off his shirt and bandanna, he cringed beneath air conditioning, digging in the pockets of his jeans as he leaned for support. By the time his cough turned hoarse, he stuffed the inhaler in his mouth, breathing as hard he could. He hoped Loid would return with something warm soon...
When Loid saw him his heart skipped, mostly not because he was half naked—hearing him cough like that made him terribly worried.
"N-Ninten. Are you okay!?" He really hoped he wouldn't have an attack.. they were nowhere near a hospital. "Here.. get warm, please.."
He slung the towel over his friend’s shoulders, able to shake off embarrassment given the situation as he patted his skin with it.
As the grip released from his chest, Ninten lowered his shoulders as something fluffy nestled around his neck. Rubbing it over his back, his panting grew light and he was feeling a little better. Still holding his inhaler, he smiled at Loid.
"Thanks... it'll take a couple seconds for me to change, okay? Then it'll be safe to look."
Blinking, Loid hesitated, then smiled, feeling suddenly bashful at his positioning.
"O.. okay." He left the toweling to him, relieved that his breathing was evening out, and walked a fair distance away, back turned. Slowly, he pried his hoodie off, slipping it over his head with some difficulty as it caught on his glasses.
Jeans were heavy, especially when soaked. With difficulty, Ninten unzipped his jeans and pulled them down, helping his feet escape the navy cloth. He let his boxers fall, brushing the towel around his waist as he dried himself off. Finding Loid shirtless, he turned away and picked up his clothes. Let him have the same gift of privacy too.
Loid hadn't thought to get a towel for himself as he'd rushed to help Ninten, flushing when he realized that he'd have to cross the room to get it.
"Um.. j-just find a baggy sweatshirt or something.. in the dresser.." He swallowed hard, trying his best to stare forward as he moved to cross the room, still dressed in soaked shorts.
"Hmm..." Ninten opened the dresser, checking to see what he could find. While he didn't find a sweatshirt, he pulled out a giant patched quilt instead, and wrapped it around himself as he moved the towel to squeeze his hair. He walked over to the couch and curled up, snuggling inside the blanket.
Loid dried himself quickly, not so much worried about himself. He found a thin button-up shirt in his dresser and threw it on along with a loose pair of shorts, only doing up half the buttons before slowly walking out into the living room. He glanced to Ninten as he neared, looking somewhat reproachful now that things had calmed down. It was hard not to think about what had happened outside..
Nice and cozy, Ninten patted a seat beside himself. "Hey, sit down! You should get warm too." He grinned. "Toasty."
"Ah.." Loid startled somewhat, like he hadn't expect Ninten to offer. Gingerly, he sat down beside him, his hands on his lap. "Right."
Ninten held Loid's hand, wrapping the blanket around his friend and hugging him.
"A-Are you okay?"
"Yes!" The prodigy answered quickly, his round glasses sliding down his nose somewhat. Ninten's actions cause him to blush, again, after he'd only just managed to return to a normal colour. "Y.. you're warm now?"
"I'm fine..." Ninten put a hand on the nervous boy's shoulder. "Was it about what happened outside?"
Loid's blush deepened, his lips somewhat pouty in embarrassment. He places his hand over the blanket, unsure of what to say. He's afraid of saying the wrong thing..
"You must've been working for hours on these papers, and all the work got lost in the rain." Ninten frowned. "I'd be bummed out if I lost all that stuff too."
Blinking, Loid looked up at him curiously. "What? It's nothing, I've got it all in my head..." ... Huh? "I was just writing it down to see if I'd notice any glaring errors that way."
"Ah... writing helps, I guess. I know if I don't write something down, I forget it..." Holding his lip in thought, it reminded him of something. "I uh... meant to say. I like you. A lot."
Loid laughed a little at this—Ninten WOULD forget stuff at the drop of his hat. He'd always thought it was cute. "W—..." His expression clearly showed disbelief. "Wha.. y-ou..?" He couldn't believe it!
"L-Loid! I love you!" He couldn't believe he blurting this out loud! "Your glasses your hair your shirt your shorts your shyness your smartness your freckles and eyes and—!"
Ninten took a deep breath, turning around as his face turned red as a cranberry. Apparently, saying it fast made him more fumbled and embarrassed. Loid's face grew redder with every word, feeling as if his face might explode by the time his friend turned the other way.
"Eh....?" He squeaked quietly, the hand Ninten held retracting slightly in his embarrassment. ".. You.."
Leaning a little closer, he put his hand to the blanket, over Ninten's arm, staring at the back-side of his face.
"You're not lying..? He sounded so cutely hopeful, his glasses sliding down another notch.
"L-Lying!?" Ninten clutched Loid's hand tighter, his other hand shuddering as he resisted the urge to flail. "Y-You're kidding me! A-A-Are you!?" Quickly he kissed Loid on the lips, as hard and passionate and TRUE as much as he could give...!
Loid's eyes widened and his heart beat fast at Ninten's reaction, reflexively pulling away when he practically came flying at his face. It was no use though, and the kiss lit his body a-fire like his cheeks, breathing a muffled gasp against Ninten's lips in surprise. Squeezing his arm lightly in response, Loid returned the kiss with less hesitation than before, the other's words rushing through his head in a blur, urging him on.
Ninten softly brushed away, breath heavy as it had been before. He whispered in awe before kissing Loid again, leaning forward as he lain his friend on the coach. Ninten was so caught up in the joy of his lips and that his feelings were reciprocated that he hadn't noticed the blanket falling away from him, and the towel coming undone and both garments collapsed...
The sound of his breathing excited Loid even more, his heart pounding so loudly in his chest that he could feel it in his ears. His heart skipped a beat as his back hit the couch, struggling to keep up and return the kiss in his flustered state. Nothing had ever felt so amazing in his life.. he could hardly believe this was happening, but it was too striking not to be. A muffled sound of enjoyment slipped from his lips amidst the kiss, Loid none the wiser of Ninten's state of dress with his eyes pressed closed so tightly.
So... happy... Ninten's lips trailed Loid's neck, pressing for sensitive spots. His fingers came along the buttons of Loid's shirt, untidily trying to unbutton them as he tickled Loid through the cloth. At last, with his shirt open, Ninten lay against Loid's chest, delighting in the heat shared between them.
Loid gasped sharply, almost deliriously moving his head for Ninten's lips. It felt oddly natural, and everything was happening so fast.. it felt too good!
"Ninten.." His hand moved to rest on his shoulder, not to push him away, but to touch him, even if just subtly. His eyes opened in surprise at the fingers on his shirt, unable to resist nervous giggles at the feathery touches to his skin. "Ninten!"
He seemed hesitant, but not like it really bothered him, flushing more as the boy rested against his chest. It.. felt so warm. Loid's eyes nervously scanned his body, stopping when they reached skin he was pretty sure shouldn't be showing.
"Y-you.. you didn't.." Maybe Ninten was just topless, and.. wearing.. really low-waist pants. Yeah. Yeah, maybe..
Ninten didn't want to leave... it felt good where he was now! He nuzzled Loid's chest, pulling away the cloth and leaving him topless... Ninten's tongue crossed Loid's nipple, flicking across as his lips closed around it and he sucked... he murmured, continuing to tease as his other hand trailed Loid's chest, circling his thumb around the other nipple...
Breath hitching, the genius’s eyes closed in surprise, the hand on Ninten's arm tightening its grip in response. "Aa-aah..!" Loid peeked at him as he did this, his touches eliciting another soft moan from reddened lips.
The voice was lovely in his ears, and Ninten nibbled in hopes of hearing that sound again... and he did, though Loid’s gasp was sharper this time, his breath coming in gentle, shaky pants. It was overwhelming..! Ninten’s hand slunk down Loid's side, fingers clutched at the edge of his shorts. Loose in his grip, it pulled easily from Loid's legs, until they slipped beneath the couch... the nervous boy realizes what Ninten's doing too late, startling somewhat as he moves his hand to his.
"W-what are you doing?" Oh god, his face felt so hot.
"Loid..." His vision hazed and his eyes half-closed with want, he shimmied lower, his body pressed to Loid's the whole time. Ninten trailed kisses down his stomach, briefly stirring his tongue in his navel. He moaned as hardness fit in his palm, immediately clutching it as if it was something dear and valuable.
The way Ninten said his name made Loid him freeze, almost as if his heart was caught in a tight grip. Looking down, his stomach churned as Ninten lowered himself down his body, not understanding what he was doing yet knowing exactly what all at once.
"I-I..--" Ninten's kisses silence him, the path of his tongue making him call out softly. "Ah, n-no, I.."
Stammering, he winced at the grip that found his arousal, the shock and pleasure at such a simple touch too much for him.
"D--don't.." His blush and voice was so sweet that it was obvious he wasn't really rejecting Ninten's touch.
"Loid... Loid Loid Loid," Ninten breathed. "Loid…" It felt nice rolling it off the tongue like that. Fun to say.
Both hands were over the prodigy’s erection, and it was no sooner Ninten brushed his nose beneath the tip, tongue sliding up... Loid's breath hitched in an emotional gasp, his hand covering his face in embarrassment at his own sounds. Even just the brush of Ninten's nose drove him wild, but.. the wetness of his tongue..
With a sigh, Ninten's mouth engulfed him completely, beginning to suck. The scent of musk and the taste relaxed him, Loid's cries urging him to continue.
"Ni.. Ninten.." He sat up suddenly, moaning loudly as his fingers gripped Ninten's shoulders. Silky grey hair drooped as his head bent down, gasping in hot breaths. It was adoring; he was lost in him. "Ninten.."
Ninten's shoulders reacted immediately, spurred by the touch. He sucked harder, motivated by nothing else... an aroused Ninten hushed over the head, embracing it with shaking fingers... he bathed the top with the back of his tongue, a metallic tinge sweeping in his mouth. With a delirious gasp, he gathered the white drops that escaped, and he claimed him again... he hummed as he possessed Loid, nodding his head, bobbing up and down...
"Hh—ohh..!" Loid delighted in everything Ninten did to him, his touches and affections seeming expert. His arms and hands draped over Ninten's back, softly hugging his head and shoulders as he mewled sweet sounds of pleasure meant just for him, a small trail of wetness slipping from the side of his mouth. "Ohh.. Ninten.." His fingers almost hesitantly slinked into Ninten's hair, not pulling or pushing but holding him gently, like he couldn't stand not to. ".. love you.. mm.." He mumbled feverishly, the distance between words and gasps indistinct as Ninten made him feel ever sweeter.
Ninten somehow felt immobile, shivering as Loid's hands curled around him and oh...! He slowed the pace, not wanting to finish too soon... flicking around the shaft, his lips eventually closed around the ridges and sucked, thriving on the soft mews that echoed like bells in his unconscious... flavor intoxicating him, Ninten dared to take more, once more...
Loid's fingers gently massaged Ninten’s scalp without him realizing, his touches passionate as the moment was. His face was a look of pure bliss, and he didn't complain as Ninten slowed; it all felt so good to him, as long as it didn't stop... When Ninten sucked ever harder it felt that much better, with his body twitching and bucking slightly in his grasp. That almost sent him over the edge right then, Loid's grip tightening as Ninten brought him to that peak, gasping erratic and sweet as intense waves of pleasure rolled over his body, lasting deliciously long in the intensity of Ninten's treatment..
Ninten whimpered, climax streaming to the back of his throat... he swallowed, lifting slowly as he lingered over sensitive skin, lips touching with a parting kiss to the tip. Smacking his lips, Ninten's breath was barely audible, brown eyes gazing at Loid in bewitched awe.
Loid's breathing was heavy as he recovered, quiet in the afterglow of such pleasure. He barely smiled at the kiss, somewhat deliriously, opening his eyes slightly to look down at Ninten. If he could have flushed darker, he would have. His lip trembled, and he leaned forward to hug him, resting his heated face against his.
Ninten nearly collapsed on Loid, clinging to him with the desperation of one rescued from a cliff. He rests his head on his shoulder, humming in fuzzy content.
"I love you." Loid whispered, so quiet it was barely audible.
"Oh Loid... so beautiful, god..."
Loid flushed if possibly darker, resting his head back against Ninten's with an almost forward shyness. "Really!? You think..." Pulling back, he unintentionally bat his eyelashes, gazing cutely. "... I'm beautiful...? "
"'Course you are."
Ninten moved a strand of gray hair behind Loid's ear, fingers trailing behind his head. Ninten gazed at his friend in awe, taking in the freckles on his face and the shape of his shoulders, and those little hands... he leaned forward to kiss him again.
Loid's breath fluttered from his lips at the kiss, knowing what Ninten had done just moments before made his gut twist in arousal—o-oh, he could.. taste it..! Him..
"Hmn.." Moaning helplessly against Ninten's lips, Loid’s fingers feathered against his him, feeling him almost feverishly; though some part of him couldn't help but feel immensely shy even in his enthusiasm. Ninten pressed himself forward, delighting in the fingers that trailed his chest. A sound muffled from his mouth, arms cloaked around Loid as his tongue reached for his again, brushing kindly to a dance.
Loid’s hands trailed along firm muscle, much more toned compared to his own body, his small fingers exploring every crevice. He obliged, lashes fluttering as their tongues met, the drag of his more determined than it had been before. His breath hitched in his throat, inevitably reminded of Ninten's erection, pressing against his thigh with him so close.
Ninten is oblivious to this, enraptured as he invited Loid inside his mouth and sighing with pleasure as sweet and timid tongue explored. He whimpered as fingers fell lower, tickling his stomach. He squeaked as a hand enveloped sensitive skin, clutching Loid by the shoulders.
“L-Loid!"
Loid gently grazed Ninten's length, trailing a fluttering, shaking touch along him that sent shivers down his own spine, feeling cripplingly embarrassed. Gasping, his head drooped, looking up at Ninten unsurely as his hair fell in his face. Though, his eyes sparkled with obvious adoration.
Panting, Ninten stretched and pressed his back against Loid’s chest, eyes widened and watching in nervous anticipation. Leaning like this, it was easier to feel his heart pounding, his breath quicker as his friend's hands alone rendered Ninten vulnerable... he whispered in a mantra his most comprehensible thought: "P-Please.... god..."
Loid was surprised by his reaction, flushing at the feel of him leaning against him; using him as support. It touched Loid, feeling his heart beating, knowing that he made him feel good giving him just enough courage to be a little bolder. Resting his chin on Ninten's shoulders, he smoothed his hands along sensitive skin, his breathing hot and ragged against his neck as he stroked him. Every detail, and just how touching Ninten made him feel.. left him in awe. And very aroused, surprised as he felt himself hardening in response.
"Nn-Ninten.." He breathed.
"Nngh... Loid..." He shuddered as Loid caressed him, his hips tingling with want. He jerked in Loid's hands, the rest of his body weak as he fought to keep his arms from slipping and hang on. "Y-Yes... like that... mmm...!"
"Mmm..?"
The movement of Ninten's hips made Loid fluster even further, his voice making his body burn in arousal. Apparently, talking dirty was a big turn on to him.. Feeling some shame, he wrapped both hands around Ninten's erection, small fingers pumping him now with feeling that surprised even him.
"Oh... yes..." Ninten hissed in arousal, rubbing against Loid. Unintelligible sighs and moans were all he could answer. As the genius wrapped both hands around his hardness, he gasped, shuddering as hands slid up and down, teasing him ever so—"Y-YES! L-Loid....!"
"N-Ninten..!" Loid buried his head further into Ninten's neck, so flustered from the situation and what he was doing that he could hardly breathe. It was hard not to peek downwards; soft, hot sighs pooling against Ninten's neck at the sight. At his encouragement Loid slid his hands along him faster, brushing his thumb around the head naturally with every other stroke. Oh, god.. could he possibly feel more anymore shameful..?
"Nngh...!" Oh god, these hands were driving him crazy! Breath hitched, Ninten's shoulders stiffened, unable to take it longer. With a squeak, his climax tingled his entire body, paralyzing him in absolute bliss. He doesn't listen as he heaves sighs which sound a lot like sobs... it would've embarrassed him. There was so much to feel foolish for, and yet, around Loid, it was okay...
This surprises Loid, even though he should've seen it coming. The feel of Ninten twitching and throbbing in his hands, and warm wetness dripping on his fingers made his stomach jolt hotly. After what seemed like a painfully long.. hot.. moment, he lifted his head slightly from Ninten's neck. Looking down he blinked, absently rubbing his fingers in the stickiness before retracting his fingers like he'd been shocked, his shame hitting him hard now that there was a lull in the action. ".. uh... I-I.."
Panting, it felt chilly without Loid in his arms. He shivered, remembering the crash that descended upon him and how good it felt... Ninten's eyes were heavy, vivid brown gazing at nothing. He wanted it to happen again. How badly he wanted it to...
"Loid..." He whispered.
"..Hih?" Loid half-squeaked, half-gasped, his body jumped. He was suddenly feeling very self-conscious, reclining a little more until his chest was no longer pressed to Ninten's back, staring downward. Mumbling in shame, he covered his arousal with his legs.
"Mm. What's wrong, Loid?"
The afterglow shaved off layers at a time, enabling Ninten to think better. Even in his semi-muddied state, he could tell Loid wasn't looking happy. Loid tried to hug his legs to himself more tightly.
"Um....." The anxiety the question brought on almost made him nauseous. His fingers slipped a little along his leg, sticky with Ninten's come. "I-I.. ... I.." He sounded almost frightened. Ninten held Loid's hands.
"Oh! I-I didn't get you in the eye, did I? Oh no, I-I could get a cold washcloth for you, or-or something—!"
Loid blinked, head snapping to look at Ninten in flustered shock, his eyes slowly widening.
"W..." He only became more flustered at his words, and the feeling made him uncomfortable with nothing to distract him from it. "N-no!" Loid glanced off. "O-of.. course n-not!"
That wasn't it. Ninten tried again:
"You don't have to... I mean, you don't have to swallow it. I could help you clean up..."
"S... swallow....?" Blinking, he stared before turning even further away, wondering if his body could possibly feel any more hot than it already was. Almost frantically, he ripped his hands away from Ninten's, wiping the stuff off on his legs.
"You... don't have to..."
There a twinge of hurt in Ninten's heart. When Loid tore his hands away, he felt a smack of rejection. Was he doing something wrong? Was he... was he hurting him...?
Loid's lip began to tremble, his shame having reached an unbearable high.
"... It's.... it's not.. good.. Ninten? I.. I d-don't.... I d-don't know w-what .. to.... w-what I'm doing... I.. " Tears began to well in his eyes, his hands curled weakly to his chest again. What was he even saying..!?
Ninten feels his face burn as Loid breaks in front of him. He hadn't meant to make him cry...
"Loid, I'm... I'm sorry..." The last word came out in a squeak, and guilt chained around him, like he done a horrible, horrible thing...
Swallowing hard, he glances up amidst a sob, looking back at Ninten in surprise. Why did he look like that?
"W-what?..... D-don't apologize..!" He choked, wringing his hands. He fell silent, eyes darting but mostly staying on Ninten's. "Y-you know so much a-a-about this s-stuff. I-I don't.. kn-know anything!"
" I-I was... afraid.” Ninten bit his lip. “That... that I scared you, done something wrong or..." Tears poured from his eyes. "I didn’t mean to make you upset! I don't want to hurt you, Loid... I... I-I didn't want to be one of those kids at your school...!"
Loid stared blankly, his heart freezing in his chest. His breath hitched in quiet sobs, the words hitting his heart like bricks. When he saw Ninten start to cry, his sobbing quickly lessened to soft sniffling, his mouth falling open. I don't want to hurt you, Loid...
"Y—you didn't! No, no, no!.. No!" Tears fell to his lap, his body rocking in emotion. "N-never... you'd n-never be like them.. never!" He covered his eyes, crying into his hands; not thinking that some essence probably lingered there.
"Loid!" Ninten rocked Loid in his arms, sobbing on his shoulder. "I-I love you! God, it'll never change...!" He couldn't speak another word without bawling, his face red and distorted and disgusting. "N-No one... you shouldn't be ashamed! I should—I shouldn't! I shouldn't make you feel bad... about you...!"
The moment Ninten held him Loid awkwardly shuffled closer to him, his arms wrapping weakly around his back. He was crying too hard to smile, but he did on the inside, happy to be pressed close to him, his head resting in the crook of his neck.
"Nn-no, don't say that... I-It's not your fault.. I'm.. I'm worried...." Violet-grey eyes gazed at the wall through thick eyelashes. "I-it's so hard to believe.. this is all r-really happening.. a-and I.. I'm worried.. that I'll screw it up. Th-that I'm not good enough... f.. for you..”
It sounded stupid. He knew it sounded stupid, but he just.. cared for him too much. It was scary to think of having him and having it fall apart.
"N-No... what matters to me is that you're happy, you feel good... I don't care if we screw up. I don't care if you or I do stupid things or embarrass ourselves... we laugh about it in the morning, right? I-I wanted to make this special, for you... if you're happy, that's what matters."
"Haa..?" Loid's hands slowly fell from his eyes, looking back at him in red, tearstained awe. "Ni.. Ninten..... r..eally?"
Almost hesitantly, he smiled, as if it was hard to believe what he was hearing, but he was clearly touched by it nonetheless. With a small smile, he looked at him shyly.
"I'm... I'm really happy."
"I-I'm happy too." He snuggles close to Loid. "Say the word... I'm here."
Still sniffling somewhat, Loid hugged close to him, pretty firmly for a weakling such as himself. Ninten sniffed. Y-you know so much a-a-about this s-stuff. I-I don't.. kn-know anything! He was used to Loid being so much smarter than he was... now Loid was asking him for his knowledge?
"I... uh, well... I-I don't really know much myself, haha... just some books Pippi snuck out from the library..."
Blinking, Loid chewed on his lip thoughtfully. Was Ninten really that silly, to have to read up on relationships? No, it.. couldn't be.
"You really had to read a book to find out?" He must have something wrong here, Ninten couldn't be THAT stupid!
"Um..."
Ninten gulped. Short abstinence-only classes at school aside, everything he knew about sex came from Pippi. He remembered her bringing a weird book home, warning Ninten not to tell anyone what she done. The information was strange, and Ninten felt squeamish reading about it and looking at the photos and illustrations... yet he wanted to find out more. It made him feel guilty, and yet, there was a sense of comfort and an exciting mystery of knowing the forbidden...
"You've really never come off as the shy type. Or one with bad social skills.." Loid pulled away enough to give him a funny, curious look.
The dark-haired boy took a deep breath. "Well... the book never mentioned guys... so um..." He rubbed his fingered nervously as his face heated with embarrassment. "I wanna do this right, so I don't—hurt you."
Loid gazed at him innocently, frozen as he slowly realized what Ninten's words meant. He'd just been beginning to calm—now his face was a healthy flush again.
"N-Ninten.. you....." His voice caught in his throat with a small squeak, blush worsening.
"I-I..." Ninten crossed his fingers. Even his ears turned a dark crimson as he fought the words out. "I wuh... want... tobeinsideyou."
Loid let out a surprised gasp of a squeak in response, eyes widening as his glasses slipped a little further down his nose.
".. You--really.. want.. to, to.. t-t... to....... to..." He seemed to be having a much worse time speaking than Ninten. He must've heard wrong. Yeah, yeah, that was it.
Ninten reached for Loid's hands, clutching hard as he stared down... at Loid's crotch. Immediately focusing his eyes on the cushion, Ninten took another deep breath. "Only if you want me to."
Loid's hands were warm and limp in Ninten's grasp, a little shocked at his forwardness and what he was suggesting. His head hung a little in shyness, eyes drifting elsewhere. He'd thought about it. About.. having sex with Ninten. Many times.
"......W... well...."
"I... I want you." Oh god. Ninten remained speechless, unable to think of anything else to say. It just... came out. He begged the heavens for Loid to respond, to know what he wants and obey. The rest of his thoughts blurred at the thought of Loid, his body, touching him and entering him... ohh!
Breath hitching again, Loid turned to look up at Ninten, his expression incredulous. Not him. Why would anyone what him? And someone as incredible as Ninten was.. Leaning forward a little, his nerves were about to burst, hands squeezing Ninten's gently.
".. R... really..?" He sounded almost hopeful in his apprehensiveness.
“Please…” Ninten winced. His breathing turned loud, and he held Loid's hands tighter as he felt himself twitch in anticipation. Loid made him so hard...
Breathing uneven, Loid glanced down without thinking of the consequences, flushing as the sight of Ninten's want earned him a similar feeling. Swallowing hard, he moved a little closer, his body gently shaking. Brushing his hot cheek against Ninten's, he spoke softly:
"I-I've.. I've thought about it..."
A hungry sigh left Ninten's lips. Yes... if he did what exactly on his mind right now, god he knew it would startle Loid...! "Oh! Right!" He jerked back suddenly. "We need a kinda gel! Or lotion, I think—can't remember—I'll be right back!" He leapt from the couch and rushed for the kitchen, exposing his pale self to his friend.
A little bewildered, Loid watched him as he got up and left, not even sure if he had really said 'yes', though, he didn't exactly not want to... realizing he was staring, he quickly averted his gaze. With Ninten gone, he felt a little nervous, wondering if he would be able to find something a..ppropriate. He stumbled to the bathroom, retrieving a bottle of unscented lotion, feeling more than a little subconscious as he sat back down on the couch with it in his hands, nervously waiting for Ninten to return.
Rummaging through the cupboards, Ninten felt himself growing desperate and impatient. He wanted to get back as soon as possible! But they needed to prepare... but he wanted him! What if he lost it? No gel... his eyes sparkled, seizing the brand new dish detergent from near the sink. YES!
Loid anxiously listened to the sounds coming from the kitchen, leaning a little off the couch, though it didn't help him to see inside any better. Sighing worriedly, he turned the bottle in his hand to read the usages on the back... not that something like this would be listed.
"I found it!" Ninten skipped back with bottle in hand, causing a bit of unnecessary jiggles from the front. "Check it out, Loid! We're safe now! We just have to use this, and we won't get hurt...!"
Loid glanced up at him, colouring at the display his dancing made. His eyes quickly flickered to the bottle instead, groaning quietly at the green liquid sloshing around inside.
"Dish soap...? I don't think that would be very good to use. Soap tends to.. sting..." Oh god, what was he saying? His fingers tensed nervously on the bottle.
"Aw, what trouble could soap be? It keeps us clean~!" He squirted the detergent in his hand in a hurry, ecstatic fingers lathering himself up. "It'll be—!" He clenched his teeth. "—Fine!"
Loid looked appalled, watching in horror. Quickly, he grabbed his discarded shirt, practically pouncing on Ninten as he forcefully attempted to clean it off of him.
"Stop! I-I thought I said it doesn't make a very good lubricant!!"
"L-Loid!" Stunned by Loid's assertive action, Ninten made no effort to fight back. He whimpered as a nasty twinge struck the head of his cock, like a needle pierced him there... "Ahh... ahh...! Ow...! Ou..."
His only comfort was Loid's shirt, which wiped away the corrosive gel. Still the sting sizzled, and as long as his erection burned like this, Ninten could do nothing but swallow his whimpers.
Loid's shyness was left behind at the sound of Ninten in pain, nibbling on his lip as he did his best to remove the damage. It wasn't working very well, it was too thick and.. well, soapy. "Just—.. don't move!" He pleaded, getting up and running off into the kitchen. Hastily, he ran warm water into a cup and grabbed the towel from the stove, coming back less than a minute later. Getting the cloth wet, he tenderly dabbed at Ninten's erection as he held it with his other hand, frowning as he worked gently to wash the soap off.
Ninten tried to hold still, but it was like putting your hand in the fire and keeping it there. Shuddering uncomfortably, pained sounds murmured as Loid took care of him, washing away the puffs of soap that dissolved over sensitive skin. He wondered why his mother yelled at him when he put detergent on his hands; recalling the irritation he felt after, reminded of such by his current experience, now he knew.
Loid glanced at him worriedly, trying so hard to be gentle without being ineffective. Rinsing the cloth and repeating, he kept at it, relieved when it seemed to come off easy enough. Under his breath, he laughed a little at the situation, boyish-yet-girlish giggle that he'd never grown out of.
"Any better now?"
He felt guilty, claiming he'd do anything Loid said, and look what happened. At Loid's question however, he stared at him with wide eyes... he couldn't help but laugh too. Aside from the occasional pinprick of hurt, he felt better enough to sit up.
Loid couldn't help but continue laughing, giving Ninten's erection one last wipe-down just to be safe. Putting the glass and cloth down on the floor, he sat back up and grabbed the bottle of lotion, looking down. "I thought you might grab something like that, so, I got this from the bathroom. It's non-perfume, so.." His words trailed off, cheeks dark.
Ninten flushed, giggling as he spread himself beneath Loid. "As long as the bottle has my favorite color on it, anything should work!"
Loid blinked, looking at the bottle, then back at Ninten. "What.. are you doing?"
"So, could I use this? Is it safe?"
Loid gulped, avoiding looking Ninten in the eyes. "Y-yeah.. it's a gentle body lotion. No chemicals.. or perfume people can be allergic to..."
Ninten stretched his arms, taking the bottle. "Hey, Loid? Could you lie down for me?"
"... Um." Squeaking, Loid hesitated before standing abruptly. He turned. "M... my room, w... wouldn't it be.. better?..." Glancing back over his shoulder, he hastily slipped off down the hall.
"W-Wait for me!" He jumped after Loid.
Author: Puri &
jeansamaFandom: Earthbound 0/Mother
Genre: Romance
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Lemon/Graphic Sex
Ships/Characters: Ninten/Loid
Finished: No
Panting, the two of them tumbled through the door, kicking off muddy shoes and pulling off wet socks. Running really hadn't helped with the rain, they were drenched already—yet Loid had anyway, breathing heavily as he set his bag down by the door, away from the trail of mud. Closing it, he finally realized just how miserably soaked he was. And Ninten, too.. wait, Ninten—his asthma.. "Aa! Y-you need to get warm, quick.."
Ninten bent over, his breath pushing heavier and heavier. Brr... he pulled his cap off, groaning as it dripped over the carpet.
"Y-You have a towel or something? Some room I can change in...?"
"Uh.. mine. H-hold on." Loid stammered, looking away at the mention of him changing. Running off to the bathroom, he fetched a towel, quickly heading to his room. At the moment he was worrying too much about Ninten to think that he'd probably be quick to strip.
Ninten tried to follow Loid, stopping by a chair as he started coughing. Pulling off his shirt and bandanna, he cringed beneath air conditioning, digging in the pockets of his jeans as he leaned for support. By the time his cough turned hoarse, he stuffed the inhaler in his mouth, breathing as hard he could. He hoped Loid would return with something warm soon...
When Loid saw him his heart skipped, mostly not because he was half naked—hearing him cough like that made him terribly worried.
"N-Ninten. Are you okay!?" He really hoped he wouldn't have an attack.. they were nowhere near a hospital. "Here.. get warm, please.."
He slung the towel over his friend’s shoulders, able to shake off embarrassment given the situation as he patted his skin with it.
As the grip released from his chest, Ninten lowered his shoulders as something fluffy nestled around his neck. Rubbing it over his back, his panting grew light and he was feeling a little better. Still holding his inhaler, he smiled at Loid.
"Thanks... it'll take a couple seconds for me to change, okay? Then it'll be safe to look."
Blinking, Loid hesitated, then smiled, feeling suddenly bashful at his positioning.
"O.. okay." He left the toweling to him, relieved that his breathing was evening out, and walked a fair distance away, back turned. Slowly, he pried his hoodie off, slipping it over his head with some difficulty as it caught on his glasses.
Jeans were heavy, especially when soaked. With difficulty, Ninten unzipped his jeans and pulled them down, helping his feet escape the navy cloth. He let his boxers fall, brushing the towel around his waist as he dried himself off. Finding Loid shirtless, he turned away and picked up his clothes. Let him have the same gift of privacy too.
Loid hadn't thought to get a towel for himself as he'd rushed to help Ninten, flushing when he realized that he'd have to cross the room to get it.
"Um.. j-just find a baggy sweatshirt or something.. in the dresser.." He swallowed hard, trying his best to stare forward as he moved to cross the room, still dressed in soaked shorts.
"Hmm..." Ninten opened the dresser, checking to see what he could find. While he didn't find a sweatshirt, he pulled out a giant patched quilt instead, and wrapped it around himself as he moved the towel to squeeze his hair. He walked over to the couch and curled up, snuggling inside the blanket.
Loid dried himself quickly, not so much worried about himself. He found a thin button-up shirt in his dresser and threw it on along with a loose pair of shorts, only doing up half the buttons before slowly walking out into the living room. He glanced to Ninten as he neared, looking somewhat reproachful now that things had calmed down. It was hard not to think about what had happened outside..
Nice and cozy, Ninten patted a seat beside himself. "Hey, sit down! You should get warm too." He grinned. "Toasty."
"Ah.." Loid startled somewhat, like he hadn't expect Ninten to offer. Gingerly, he sat down beside him, his hands on his lap. "Right."
Ninten held Loid's hand, wrapping the blanket around his friend and hugging him.
"A-Are you okay?"
"Yes!" The prodigy answered quickly, his round glasses sliding down his nose somewhat. Ninten's actions cause him to blush, again, after he'd only just managed to return to a normal colour. "Y.. you're warm now?"
"I'm fine..." Ninten put a hand on the nervous boy's shoulder. "Was it about what happened outside?"
Loid's blush deepened, his lips somewhat pouty in embarrassment. He places his hand over the blanket, unsure of what to say. He's afraid of saying the wrong thing..
"You must've been working for hours on these papers, and all the work got lost in the rain." Ninten frowned. "I'd be bummed out if I lost all that stuff too."
Blinking, Loid looked up at him curiously. "What? It's nothing, I've got it all in my head..." ... Huh? "I was just writing it down to see if I'd notice any glaring errors that way."
"Ah... writing helps, I guess. I know if I don't write something down, I forget it..." Holding his lip in thought, it reminded him of something. "I uh... meant to say. I like you. A lot."
Loid laughed a little at this—Ninten WOULD forget stuff at the drop of his hat. He'd always thought it was cute. "W—..." His expression clearly showed disbelief. "Wha.. y-ou..?" He couldn't believe it!
"L-Loid! I love you!" He couldn't believe he blurting this out loud! "Your glasses your hair your shirt your shorts your shyness your smartness your freckles and eyes and—!"
Ninten took a deep breath, turning around as his face turned red as a cranberry. Apparently, saying it fast made him more fumbled and embarrassed. Loid's face grew redder with every word, feeling as if his face might explode by the time his friend turned the other way.
"Eh....?" He squeaked quietly, the hand Ninten held retracting slightly in his embarrassment. ".. You.."
Leaning a little closer, he put his hand to the blanket, over Ninten's arm, staring at the back-side of his face.
"You're not lying..? He sounded so cutely hopeful, his glasses sliding down another notch.
"L-Lying!?" Ninten clutched Loid's hand tighter, his other hand shuddering as he resisted the urge to flail. "Y-You're kidding me! A-A-Are you!?" Quickly he kissed Loid on the lips, as hard and passionate and TRUE as much as he could give...!
Loid's eyes widened and his heart beat fast at Ninten's reaction, reflexively pulling away when he practically came flying at his face. It was no use though, and the kiss lit his body a-fire like his cheeks, breathing a muffled gasp against Ninten's lips in surprise. Squeezing his arm lightly in response, Loid returned the kiss with less hesitation than before, the other's words rushing through his head in a blur, urging him on.
Ninten softly brushed away, breath heavy as it had been before. He whispered in awe before kissing Loid again, leaning forward as he lain his friend on the coach. Ninten was so caught up in the joy of his lips and that his feelings were reciprocated that he hadn't noticed the blanket falling away from him, and the towel coming undone and both garments collapsed...
The sound of his breathing excited Loid even more, his heart pounding so loudly in his chest that he could feel it in his ears. His heart skipped a beat as his back hit the couch, struggling to keep up and return the kiss in his flustered state. Nothing had ever felt so amazing in his life.. he could hardly believe this was happening, but it was too striking not to be. A muffled sound of enjoyment slipped from his lips amidst the kiss, Loid none the wiser of Ninten's state of dress with his eyes pressed closed so tightly.
So... happy... Ninten's lips trailed Loid's neck, pressing for sensitive spots. His fingers came along the buttons of Loid's shirt, untidily trying to unbutton them as he tickled Loid through the cloth. At last, with his shirt open, Ninten lay against Loid's chest, delighting in the heat shared between them.
Loid gasped sharply, almost deliriously moving his head for Ninten's lips. It felt oddly natural, and everything was happening so fast.. it felt too good!
"Ninten.." His hand moved to rest on his shoulder, not to push him away, but to touch him, even if just subtly. His eyes opened in surprise at the fingers on his shirt, unable to resist nervous giggles at the feathery touches to his skin. "Ninten!"
He seemed hesitant, but not like it really bothered him, flushing more as the boy rested against his chest. It.. felt so warm. Loid's eyes nervously scanned his body, stopping when they reached skin he was pretty sure shouldn't be showing.
"Y-you.. you didn't.." Maybe Ninten was just topless, and.. wearing.. really low-waist pants. Yeah. Yeah, maybe..
Ninten didn't want to leave... it felt good where he was now! He nuzzled Loid's chest, pulling away the cloth and leaving him topless... Ninten's tongue crossed Loid's nipple, flicking across as his lips closed around it and he sucked... he murmured, continuing to tease as his other hand trailed Loid's chest, circling his thumb around the other nipple...
Breath hitching, the genius’s eyes closed in surprise, the hand on Ninten's arm tightening its grip in response. "Aa-aah..!" Loid peeked at him as he did this, his touches eliciting another soft moan from reddened lips.
The voice was lovely in his ears, and Ninten nibbled in hopes of hearing that sound again... and he did, though Loid’s gasp was sharper this time, his breath coming in gentle, shaky pants. It was overwhelming..! Ninten’s hand slunk down Loid's side, fingers clutched at the edge of his shorts. Loose in his grip, it pulled easily from Loid's legs, until they slipped beneath the couch... the nervous boy realizes what Ninten's doing too late, startling somewhat as he moves his hand to his.
"W-what are you doing?" Oh god, his face felt so hot.
"Loid..." His vision hazed and his eyes half-closed with want, he shimmied lower, his body pressed to Loid's the whole time. Ninten trailed kisses down his stomach, briefly stirring his tongue in his navel. He moaned as hardness fit in his palm, immediately clutching it as if it was something dear and valuable.
The way Ninten said his name made Loid him freeze, almost as if his heart was caught in a tight grip. Looking down, his stomach churned as Ninten lowered himself down his body, not understanding what he was doing yet knowing exactly what all at once.
"I-I..--" Ninten's kisses silence him, the path of his tongue making him call out softly. "Ah, n-no, I.."
Stammering, he winced at the grip that found his arousal, the shock and pleasure at such a simple touch too much for him.
"D--don't.." His blush and voice was so sweet that it was obvious he wasn't really rejecting Ninten's touch.
"Loid... Loid Loid Loid," Ninten breathed. "Loid…" It felt nice rolling it off the tongue like that. Fun to say.
Both hands were over the prodigy’s erection, and it was no sooner Ninten brushed his nose beneath the tip, tongue sliding up... Loid's breath hitched in an emotional gasp, his hand covering his face in embarrassment at his own sounds. Even just the brush of Ninten's nose drove him wild, but.. the wetness of his tongue..
With a sigh, Ninten's mouth engulfed him completely, beginning to suck. The scent of musk and the taste relaxed him, Loid's cries urging him to continue.
"Ni.. Ninten.." He sat up suddenly, moaning loudly as his fingers gripped Ninten's shoulders. Silky grey hair drooped as his head bent down, gasping in hot breaths. It was adoring; he was lost in him. "Ninten.."
Ninten's shoulders reacted immediately, spurred by the touch. He sucked harder, motivated by nothing else... an aroused Ninten hushed over the head, embracing it with shaking fingers... he bathed the top with the back of his tongue, a metallic tinge sweeping in his mouth. With a delirious gasp, he gathered the white drops that escaped, and he claimed him again... he hummed as he possessed Loid, nodding his head, bobbing up and down...
"Hh—ohh..!" Loid delighted in everything Ninten did to him, his touches and affections seeming expert. His arms and hands draped over Ninten's back, softly hugging his head and shoulders as he mewled sweet sounds of pleasure meant just for him, a small trail of wetness slipping from the side of his mouth. "Ohh.. Ninten.." His fingers almost hesitantly slinked into Ninten's hair, not pulling or pushing but holding him gently, like he couldn't stand not to. ".. love you.. mm.." He mumbled feverishly, the distance between words and gasps indistinct as Ninten made him feel ever sweeter.
Ninten somehow felt immobile, shivering as Loid's hands curled around him and oh...! He slowed the pace, not wanting to finish too soon... flicking around the shaft, his lips eventually closed around the ridges and sucked, thriving on the soft mews that echoed like bells in his unconscious... flavor intoxicating him, Ninten dared to take more, once more...
Loid's fingers gently massaged Ninten’s scalp without him realizing, his touches passionate as the moment was. His face was a look of pure bliss, and he didn't complain as Ninten slowed; it all felt so good to him, as long as it didn't stop... When Ninten sucked ever harder it felt that much better, with his body twitching and bucking slightly in his grasp. That almost sent him over the edge right then, Loid's grip tightening as Ninten brought him to that peak, gasping erratic and sweet as intense waves of pleasure rolled over his body, lasting deliciously long in the intensity of Ninten's treatment..
Ninten whimpered, climax streaming to the back of his throat... he swallowed, lifting slowly as he lingered over sensitive skin, lips touching with a parting kiss to the tip. Smacking his lips, Ninten's breath was barely audible, brown eyes gazing at Loid in bewitched awe.
Loid's breathing was heavy as he recovered, quiet in the afterglow of such pleasure. He barely smiled at the kiss, somewhat deliriously, opening his eyes slightly to look down at Ninten. If he could have flushed darker, he would have. His lip trembled, and he leaned forward to hug him, resting his heated face against his.
Ninten nearly collapsed on Loid, clinging to him with the desperation of one rescued from a cliff. He rests his head on his shoulder, humming in fuzzy content.
"I love you." Loid whispered, so quiet it was barely audible.
"Oh Loid... so beautiful, god..."
Loid flushed if possibly darker, resting his head back against Ninten's with an almost forward shyness. "Really!? You think..." Pulling back, he unintentionally bat his eyelashes, gazing cutely. "... I'm beautiful...? "
"'Course you are."
Ninten moved a strand of gray hair behind Loid's ear, fingers trailing behind his head. Ninten gazed at his friend in awe, taking in the freckles on his face and the shape of his shoulders, and those little hands... he leaned forward to kiss him again.
Loid's breath fluttered from his lips at the kiss, knowing what Ninten had done just moments before made his gut twist in arousal—o-oh, he could.. taste it..! Him..
"Hmn.." Moaning helplessly against Ninten's lips, Loid’s fingers feathered against his him, feeling him almost feverishly; though some part of him couldn't help but feel immensely shy even in his enthusiasm. Ninten pressed himself forward, delighting in the fingers that trailed his chest. A sound muffled from his mouth, arms cloaked around Loid as his tongue reached for his again, brushing kindly to a dance.
Loid’s hands trailed along firm muscle, much more toned compared to his own body, his small fingers exploring every crevice. He obliged, lashes fluttering as their tongues met, the drag of his more determined than it had been before. His breath hitched in his throat, inevitably reminded of Ninten's erection, pressing against his thigh with him so close.
Ninten is oblivious to this, enraptured as he invited Loid inside his mouth and sighing with pleasure as sweet and timid tongue explored. He whimpered as fingers fell lower, tickling his stomach. He squeaked as a hand enveloped sensitive skin, clutching Loid by the shoulders.
“L-Loid!"
Loid gently grazed Ninten's length, trailing a fluttering, shaking touch along him that sent shivers down his own spine, feeling cripplingly embarrassed. Gasping, his head drooped, looking up at Ninten unsurely as his hair fell in his face. Though, his eyes sparkled with obvious adoration.
Panting, Ninten stretched and pressed his back against Loid’s chest, eyes widened and watching in nervous anticipation. Leaning like this, it was easier to feel his heart pounding, his breath quicker as his friend's hands alone rendered Ninten vulnerable... he whispered in a mantra his most comprehensible thought: "P-Please.... god..."
Loid was surprised by his reaction, flushing at the feel of him leaning against him; using him as support. It touched Loid, feeling his heart beating, knowing that he made him feel good giving him just enough courage to be a little bolder. Resting his chin on Ninten's shoulders, he smoothed his hands along sensitive skin, his breathing hot and ragged against his neck as he stroked him. Every detail, and just how touching Ninten made him feel.. left him in awe. And very aroused, surprised as he felt himself hardening in response.
"Nn-Ninten.." He breathed.
"Nngh... Loid..." He shuddered as Loid caressed him, his hips tingling with want. He jerked in Loid's hands, the rest of his body weak as he fought to keep his arms from slipping and hang on. "Y-Yes... like that... mmm...!"
"Mmm..?"
The movement of Ninten's hips made Loid fluster even further, his voice making his body burn in arousal. Apparently, talking dirty was a big turn on to him.. Feeling some shame, he wrapped both hands around Ninten's erection, small fingers pumping him now with feeling that surprised even him.
"Oh... yes..." Ninten hissed in arousal, rubbing against Loid. Unintelligible sighs and moans were all he could answer. As the genius wrapped both hands around his hardness, he gasped, shuddering as hands slid up and down, teasing him ever so—"Y-YES! L-Loid....!"
"N-Ninten..!" Loid buried his head further into Ninten's neck, so flustered from the situation and what he was doing that he could hardly breathe. It was hard not to peek downwards; soft, hot sighs pooling against Ninten's neck at the sight. At his encouragement Loid slid his hands along him faster, brushing his thumb around the head naturally with every other stroke. Oh, god.. could he possibly feel more anymore shameful..?
"Nngh...!" Oh god, these hands were driving him crazy! Breath hitched, Ninten's shoulders stiffened, unable to take it longer. With a squeak, his climax tingled his entire body, paralyzing him in absolute bliss. He doesn't listen as he heaves sighs which sound a lot like sobs... it would've embarrassed him. There was so much to feel foolish for, and yet, around Loid, it was okay...
This surprises Loid, even though he should've seen it coming. The feel of Ninten twitching and throbbing in his hands, and warm wetness dripping on his fingers made his stomach jolt hotly. After what seemed like a painfully long.. hot.. moment, he lifted his head slightly from Ninten's neck. Looking down he blinked, absently rubbing his fingers in the stickiness before retracting his fingers like he'd been shocked, his shame hitting him hard now that there was a lull in the action. ".. uh... I-I.."
Panting, it felt chilly without Loid in his arms. He shivered, remembering the crash that descended upon him and how good it felt... Ninten's eyes were heavy, vivid brown gazing at nothing. He wanted it to happen again. How badly he wanted it to...
"Loid..." He whispered.
"..Hih?" Loid half-squeaked, half-gasped, his body jumped. He was suddenly feeling very self-conscious, reclining a little more until his chest was no longer pressed to Ninten's back, staring downward. Mumbling in shame, he covered his arousal with his legs.
"Mm. What's wrong, Loid?"
The afterglow shaved off layers at a time, enabling Ninten to think better. Even in his semi-muddied state, he could tell Loid wasn't looking happy. Loid tried to hug his legs to himself more tightly.
"Um....." The anxiety the question brought on almost made him nauseous. His fingers slipped a little along his leg, sticky with Ninten's come. "I-I.. ... I.." He sounded almost frightened. Ninten held Loid's hands.
"Oh! I-I didn't get you in the eye, did I? Oh no, I-I could get a cold washcloth for you, or-or something—!"
Loid blinked, head snapping to look at Ninten in flustered shock, his eyes slowly widening.
"W..." He only became more flustered at his words, and the feeling made him uncomfortable with nothing to distract him from it. "N-no!" Loid glanced off. "O-of.. course n-not!"
That wasn't it. Ninten tried again:
"You don't have to... I mean, you don't have to swallow it. I could help you clean up..."
"S... swallow....?" Blinking, he stared before turning even further away, wondering if his body could possibly feel any more hot than it already was. Almost frantically, he ripped his hands away from Ninten's, wiping the stuff off on his legs.
"You... don't have to..."
There a twinge of hurt in Ninten's heart. When Loid tore his hands away, he felt a smack of rejection. Was he doing something wrong? Was he... was he hurting him...?
Loid's lip began to tremble, his shame having reached an unbearable high.
"... It's.... it's not.. good.. Ninten? I.. I d-don't.... I d-don't know w-what .. to.... w-what I'm doing... I.. " Tears began to well in his eyes, his hands curled weakly to his chest again. What was he even saying..!?
Ninten feels his face burn as Loid breaks in front of him. He hadn't meant to make him cry...
"Loid, I'm... I'm sorry..." The last word came out in a squeak, and guilt chained around him, like he done a horrible, horrible thing...
Swallowing hard, he glances up amidst a sob, looking back at Ninten in surprise. Why did he look like that?
"W-what?..... D-don't apologize..!" He choked, wringing his hands. He fell silent, eyes darting but mostly staying on Ninten's. "Y-you know so much a-a-about this s-stuff. I-I don't.. kn-know anything!"
" I-I was... afraid.” Ninten bit his lip. “That... that I scared you, done something wrong or..." Tears poured from his eyes. "I didn’t mean to make you upset! I don't want to hurt you, Loid... I... I-I didn't want to be one of those kids at your school...!"
Loid stared blankly, his heart freezing in his chest. His breath hitched in quiet sobs, the words hitting his heart like bricks. When he saw Ninten start to cry, his sobbing quickly lessened to soft sniffling, his mouth falling open. I don't want to hurt you, Loid...
"Y—you didn't! No, no, no!.. No!" Tears fell to his lap, his body rocking in emotion. "N-never... you'd n-never be like them.. never!" He covered his eyes, crying into his hands; not thinking that some essence probably lingered there.
"Loid!" Ninten rocked Loid in his arms, sobbing on his shoulder. "I-I love you! God, it'll never change...!" He couldn't speak another word without bawling, his face red and distorted and disgusting. "N-No one... you shouldn't be ashamed! I should—I shouldn't! I shouldn't make you feel bad... about you...!"
The moment Ninten held him Loid awkwardly shuffled closer to him, his arms wrapping weakly around his back. He was crying too hard to smile, but he did on the inside, happy to be pressed close to him, his head resting in the crook of his neck.
"Nn-no, don't say that... I-It's not your fault.. I'm.. I'm worried...." Violet-grey eyes gazed at the wall through thick eyelashes. "I-it's so hard to believe.. this is all r-really happening.. a-and I.. I'm worried.. that I'll screw it up. Th-that I'm not good enough... f.. for you..”
It sounded stupid. He knew it sounded stupid, but he just.. cared for him too much. It was scary to think of having him and having it fall apart.
"N-No... what matters to me is that you're happy, you feel good... I don't care if we screw up. I don't care if you or I do stupid things or embarrass ourselves... we laugh about it in the morning, right? I-I wanted to make this special, for you... if you're happy, that's what matters."
"Haa..?" Loid's hands slowly fell from his eyes, looking back at him in red, tearstained awe. "Ni.. Ninten..... r..eally?"
Almost hesitantly, he smiled, as if it was hard to believe what he was hearing, but he was clearly touched by it nonetheless. With a small smile, he looked at him shyly.
"I'm... I'm really happy."
"I-I'm happy too." He snuggles close to Loid. "Say the word... I'm here."
Still sniffling somewhat, Loid hugged close to him, pretty firmly for a weakling such as himself. Ninten sniffed. Y-you know so much a-a-about this s-stuff. I-I don't.. kn-know anything! He was used to Loid being so much smarter than he was... now Loid was asking him for his knowledge?
"I... uh, well... I-I don't really know much myself, haha... just some books Pippi snuck out from the library..."
Blinking, Loid chewed on his lip thoughtfully. Was Ninten really that silly, to have to read up on relationships? No, it.. couldn't be.
"You really had to read a book to find out?" He must have something wrong here, Ninten couldn't be THAT stupid!
"Um..."
Ninten gulped. Short abstinence-only classes at school aside, everything he knew about sex came from Pippi. He remembered her bringing a weird book home, warning Ninten not to tell anyone what she done. The information was strange, and Ninten felt squeamish reading about it and looking at the photos and illustrations... yet he wanted to find out more. It made him feel guilty, and yet, there was a sense of comfort and an exciting mystery of knowing the forbidden...
"You've really never come off as the shy type. Or one with bad social skills.." Loid pulled away enough to give him a funny, curious look.
The dark-haired boy took a deep breath. "Well... the book never mentioned guys... so um..." He rubbed his fingered nervously as his face heated with embarrassment. "I wanna do this right, so I don't—hurt you."
Loid gazed at him innocently, frozen as he slowly realized what Ninten's words meant. He'd just been beginning to calm—now his face was a healthy flush again.
"N-Ninten.. you....." His voice caught in his throat with a small squeak, blush worsening.
"I-I..." Ninten crossed his fingers. Even his ears turned a dark crimson as he fought the words out. "I wuh... want... tobeinsideyou."
Loid let out a surprised gasp of a squeak in response, eyes widening as his glasses slipped a little further down his nose.
".. You--really.. want.. to, to.. t-t... to....... to..." He seemed to be having a much worse time speaking than Ninten. He must've heard wrong. Yeah, yeah, that was it.
Ninten reached for Loid's hands, clutching hard as he stared down... at Loid's crotch. Immediately focusing his eyes on the cushion, Ninten took another deep breath. "Only if you want me to."
Loid's hands were warm and limp in Ninten's grasp, a little shocked at his forwardness and what he was suggesting. His head hung a little in shyness, eyes drifting elsewhere. He'd thought about it. About.. having sex with Ninten. Many times.
"......W... well...."
"I... I want you." Oh god. Ninten remained speechless, unable to think of anything else to say. It just... came out. He begged the heavens for Loid to respond, to know what he wants and obey. The rest of his thoughts blurred at the thought of Loid, his body, touching him and entering him... ohh!
Breath hitching again, Loid turned to look up at Ninten, his expression incredulous. Not him. Why would anyone what him? And someone as incredible as Ninten was.. Leaning forward a little, his nerves were about to burst, hands squeezing Ninten's gently.
".. R... really..?" He sounded almost hopeful in his apprehensiveness.
“Please…” Ninten winced. His breathing turned loud, and he held Loid's hands tighter as he felt himself twitch in anticipation. Loid made him so hard...
Breathing uneven, Loid glanced down without thinking of the consequences, flushing as the sight of Ninten's want earned him a similar feeling. Swallowing hard, he moved a little closer, his body gently shaking. Brushing his hot cheek against Ninten's, he spoke softly:
"I-I've.. I've thought about it..."
A hungry sigh left Ninten's lips. Yes... if he did what exactly on his mind right now, god he knew it would startle Loid...! "Oh! Right!" He jerked back suddenly. "We need a kinda gel! Or lotion, I think—can't remember—I'll be right back!" He leapt from the couch and rushed for the kitchen, exposing his pale self to his friend.
A little bewildered, Loid watched him as he got up and left, not even sure if he had really said 'yes', though, he didn't exactly not want to... realizing he was staring, he quickly averted his gaze. With Ninten gone, he felt a little nervous, wondering if he would be able to find something a..ppropriate. He stumbled to the bathroom, retrieving a bottle of unscented lotion, feeling more than a little subconscious as he sat back down on the couch with it in his hands, nervously waiting for Ninten to return.
Rummaging through the cupboards, Ninten felt himself growing desperate and impatient. He wanted to get back as soon as possible! But they needed to prepare... but he wanted him! What if he lost it? No gel... his eyes sparkled, seizing the brand new dish detergent from near the sink. YES!
Loid anxiously listened to the sounds coming from the kitchen, leaning a little off the couch, though it didn't help him to see inside any better. Sighing worriedly, he turned the bottle in his hand to read the usages on the back... not that something like this would be listed.
"I found it!" Ninten skipped back with bottle in hand, causing a bit of unnecessary jiggles from the front. "Check it out, Loid! We're safe now! We just have to use this, and we won't get hurt...!"
Loid glanced up at him, colouring at the display his dancing made. His eyes quickly flickered to the bottle instead, groaning quietly at the green liquid sloshing around inside.
"Dish soap...? I don't think that would be very good to use. Soap tends to.. sting..." Oh god, what was he saying? His fingers tensed nervously on the bottle.
"Aw, what trouble could soap be? It keeps us clean~!" He squirted the detergent in his hand in a hurry, ecstatic fingers lathering himself up. "It'll be—!" He clenched his teeth. "—Fine!"
Loid looked appalled, watching in horror. Quickly, he grabbed his discarded shirt, practically pouncing on Ninten as he forcefully attempted to clean it off of him.
"Stop! I-I thought I said it doesn't make a very good lubricant!!"
"L-Loid!" Stunned by Loid's assertive action, Ninten made no effort to fight back. He whimpered as a nasty twinge struck the head of his cock, like a needle pierced him there... "Ahh... ahh...! Ow...! Ou..."
His only comfort was Loid's shirt, which wiped away the corrosive gel. Still the sting sizzled, and as long as his erection burned like this, Ninten could do nothing but swallow his whimpers.
Loid's shyness was left behind at the sound of Ninten in pain, nibbling on his lip as he did his best to remove the damage. It wasn't working very well, it was too thick and.. well, soapy. "Just—.. don't move!" He pleaded, getting up and running off into the kitchen. Hastily, he ran warm water into a cup and grabbed the towel from the stove, coming back less than a minute later. Getting the cloth wet, he tenderly dabbed at Ninten's erection as he held it with his other hand, frowning as he worked gently to wash the soap off.
Ninten tried to hold still, but it was like putting your hand in the fire and keeping it there. Shuddering uncomfortably, pained sounds murmured as Loid took care of him, washing away the puffs of soap that dissolved over sensitive skin. He wondered why his mother yelled at him when he put detergent on his hands; recalling the irritation he felt after, reminded of such by his current experience, now he knew.
Loid glanced at him worriedly, trying so hard to be gentle without being ineffective. Rinsing the cloth and repeating, he kept at it, relieved when it seemed to come off easy enough. Under his breath, he laughed a little at the situation, boyish-yet-girlish giggle that he'd never grown out of.
"Any better now?"
He felt guilty, claiming he'd do anything Loid said, and look what happened. At Loid's question however, he stared at him with wide eyes... he couldn't help but laugh too. Aside from the occasional pinprick of hurt, he felt better enough to sit up.
Loid couldn't help but continue laughing, giving Ninten's erection one last wipe-down just to be safe. Putting the glass and cloth down on the floor, he sat back up and grabbed the bottle of lotion, looking down. "I thought you might grab something like that, so, I got this from the bathroom. It's non-perfume, so.." His words trailed off, cheeks dark.
Ninten flushed, giggling as he spread himself beneath Loid. "As long as the bottle has my favorite color on it, anything should work!"
Loid blinked, looking at the bottle, then back at Ninten. "What.. are you doing?"
"So, could I use this? Is it safe?"
Loid gulped, avoiding looking Ninten in the eyes. "Y-yeah.. it's a gentle body lotion. No chemicals.. or perfume people can be allergic to..."
Ninten stretched his arms, taking the bottle. "Hey, Loid? Could you lie down for me?"
"... Um." Squeaking, Loid hesitated before standing abruptly. He turned. "M... my room, w... wouldn't it be.. better?..." Glancing back over his shoulder, he hastily slipped off down the hall.
"W-Wait for me!" He jumped after Loid.
