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grapegardenTitle: The Green Grass of Winters
Author: Shamanic Shaymin/Jeansama
Fandom: Earthbound/Mother 2
Genre: Romance/Drama
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Hurt/Comfort, graphic sex, masturbation, angst, rape.
Ships/Characters: Jeff/Tony
Finished?: No
((Jean = Jeff
Puri = Tony))
Jeff almost faltered in surprise as Tony kissed him back, something hot pulling at his chest. He'd... just wanted to kiss him, but he hadn't expected it to feel this nice. His heart fluttered, tilting his head to place a firmer kiss upon his lips; driven by Tony's positive reaction.
It delighted him so, Jeff responding to him this way. Kissing a little deeper, his heart jumped at the wet heat inside his mouth, and the tip of his tongue caressed Jeff's. It was such a cruel dream, one Tony didn't want to wake from... as he drew his lips apart from Jeff's, he wiped his eyes and smiled, sniffling.
Jeff was faintly blushing as Tony drew away, his lips parted and tingling from their kiss, the feel of Tony's tongue barely against his lingering. His first kiss. Blinking, he looked into Tony's eyes with a soft light-brown, his gaze gentle and reproachful.
"Jeff..." A pink blush adorning his face, Tony let his hand brush Jeff's cheek, wiping his tears and taking his glasses. Wiping the fogged lenses on his sleeves, he giggled. "If you want, I can get you new clothes. You still got soda on you." After all, he could taste it.
The touch made him fuzzy. "Oh, right." He mumbled, admitting to himself that sitting around in damp pants wasn't the most pleasant feeling. "Thanks, Tony..." His voice was warm, obviously affected by his emotions.
"No problem!" But Tony didn't budge. He adored looking at Jeff with or without his glasses, but somehow it was easier now to be lost in those beautiful brown eyes... brown like toffees. Or hot chocolate powder. It made him think of warm sweet things, like smores and marshmallows. Cozy things, like he and Jeff sitting by the fireplace in their blankets snuggled up.
"Hey..." Jeff breathed quietly, reaching out to grab hold of his glasses. "I can't see without those, you know." But he was looking into Tony's eyes, too—why hadn't he ever noticed that they were so pretty? Such a vivid green that wasn't befitting of Winters... like the grass hidden beneath the snow that would never show. That's what Tony was like: a little breath of warm air in the eternal cold that was Winters, always wearing his shorts and skipping about…
"Oh!" Pretending to keep working on his glasses, Tony kept rubbing before returning them. "Um, right." His fingers were on Jeff's jacket now. He blushed harder, looking down. Oh how he wanted to be close! "M-May I?"
Jeff blinked, following Tony's gaze downward like there was something to see. "Um." His jacket really wasn't wet... oh. Oh, he... His heart beat a little faster. "Okay." How easily he'd agreed surprised him.
Tony wanted to soothe his skittish fingers, but he couldn't help how impatient he was, opening Jeff's jacket like that. Feverishly trying to unbutton his blouse, he swallowed, pressing his forehead to warm skin. Jeff's shirt was open, but Tony clung to his chest like a frightened animal, nuzzling to heartbeat.
Jeff gasped, softly, surprised as Tony made light work of his jacket and blouse and clung to him. His heart beating more rapidly, he blushed when he realized that his hands were at Tony's waist, fingers softly trembling against the cloth of his jacket. "Tony..." When had he started making him feel like this?
"Oh Jeff... please..." He leveled his shirt to Jeff's elbows, astonished by the rise of Jeff's pale shoulders. Whispering in awe, Tony pressed his lips beneath the collar, spreading out his arms so it would be easier for Jeff to undress him.
"T-Tony." He... liked this. But was it really okay? "But..." Tony had scars, didn't he? He didn't want to scare or hurt him. And he... was new to this. His hands rose to Tony's collar, hesitating.
"Tony." Jeff's eyes narrowed, biting back his nerves as he slowly worked at Tony's buttons. "I think I..." His heart was racing, and his fingers shook a little with the last buttons, somewhat shyly looking at the line of creamy skin exposed with it undone. His hands rested on the collar of his blouse, distinctly affectionate in his touches.
It was like being on a roller coaster for the first time. Scary, but exciting. He shivered at Jeff's hands, softer than what... the others gave him anyway. Oh, stop thinking about that! Trailing a finger around black ribbon, his teeth held satin as his hand undid Jeff's bowtie. His skin was so pale, Tony's kisses left peach imprints on his neck, causing the redhead to shudder.
"I..." Jeff's voice trailed off into a murmur, wanting to say what he wasn't sure how to as gentle fingers pulled Tony's bow undone easily. It fell like snow somewhere below, possibly to his lap, Tony's affections making him slowly more comfortable with all of this. Hot breaths slipped from his lips at Tony's kisses, his fingers pushing the cloth from his shoulders, watching as it draped over his arms and slid lower, revealing his collar and chest, skin peach, pale though rosy compared to his own. Finally slipping both articles of clothing from Tony's arms, his eyes narrowed with thought as he brushed his hands along them.
Hands running over Jeff's chest, Tony's shoulders risen, arching at Jeff's touch. The redhead recoiled as his roommate brushed over fading gray bruises, waiting for the ache and sting normally associated with them. Were they... are they really going away? His hands crawled over Jeff's shoulders, thumbs massaging urging Jeff to stay, keep going...
"Does it hurt?" Jeff asked, running his fingers along darkened parts of Tony's skin, sweet as snow. He mumbled a soft sigh to Tony's rubbing, his shoulders tensing as if begging to be relaxed with his touches. Jeff brushed his nose against Tony's, pushing him into a soft kiss as the tips of his fingers touched his chest.
Little things like that made Tony think he sprouted wings. Tiny weak wings. But wings nonetheless. His thoughts fuzzed before they withdrawn for breath, a rosy blush on his cheeks. "U-Used to. Not anymore—ah!" He cringed in Jeff's hold, as his finger brushed a scar that still looked blackish-indigo on his skin. "...Not that one though."
"Sorry." Jeff smiled; he really was trying to be gentle. Not that he had to try... holding Tony was like holding a fragile, innocent angel. It didn't matter to Jeff what he had been through; he couldn't think of him any other way. "I won't touch there, then." His voice ghosted against Tony's cheek, running his fingers along his chest, wary of any dark marks.
Next came the tough part; Tony bit his lip as he once again pulled down Jeff's pants. Now Jeff was naked and—oh! Red as cranberries he took off his hat, holding it over his nose and batting his eyes. Oh, what was Jeff going to do...?
Jeff's blush deepened somewhat, though he was oddly comfortable with the situation considering. Brushing his hands over Tony's, he took the hat from him, admiring it briefly before he set it down beside them. It was Tony's hat—he treated it with respect! Then Jeff's hands pressed at Tony's back, pushing him against his chest as he undid his shorts, movements still with an air of shyness. "I've never..." Obviously, he thought, rolling his eyes at himself internally. Didn't this already feel right? His heart jumped in his chest as he slipped his hands under Tony's shorts and undergarments at the sides, easing them down with soft tugs.
"Oh god—! Jeff!" Tony's breath hitched, clinging to Jeff as he undressed him. "Y-You're doing fine..." Oh gosh. He was totally vulnerable to Jeff now. It used to be a warning sign, the boys jerking at his clothes and forcing them down, almost ripping them apart to look as if he'd been clubbed by Cave Men. Tony wasn't sure if he could be any redder. Would he... would he still be beautiful to Jeff? Ooh, this is embarrassing!
As if on cue, Jeff smiled, looking into Tony's eyes. "I... I meant to say." Oh, his blush was... so cute. Really? He thought that? Um... "I... I think—you're beautiful, Tony." He breathed, flushing as he gave a final tug, feeling the clothes slip past his fingers and pool at their knees. His eyes focused on Tony's cheek, hesitant to lower, leaning to kiss there. "I—I mean, I think..."
Tony giggled anxiously, shaking his head. "No... n-not really. Not like you. You're beautiful." Still, he felt himself turn to goo at the prospect. Nobody told him things like this. To receive them from Jeff was...!
"Thanks, but—" Ohh, his chest felt so warm. Tony was too flattering... "I-I really mean it. I think you're very pretty. Very pretty." Jeff touched his cheek; his skin was so soft and flawless. He didn't see the scars... all he saw was Tony. His hair was cute and curly and vivid, so were his eyes... when had he started thinking about all this?
"Jeff..." This meant so much to him. He held the back of Jeff's head, leaning forward to kiss him again. Such silky snowy-blond hair... Jeff's lips tasted like candy. He pushed a little further, a pleased sound from his throat as he explored Jeff's mouth. Caressing gums and the palette, he curled back to sweet wetness, embracing the tip of Jeff's tongue.
A soft sound muffled against Tony's lips, Jeff tilting his head for him, allowing him to explore his mouth. Tony's lips were warm and sweet... like microwaved rice pudding. Jeff pecked at his lips some before meeting his tongue again, this time taking the lead as his caressed with warm curls, a hand pressing against Tony's back, pushing their chests together.
Tony hummed happily at the contact. He let Jeff take over, wet warmth trailing his gums and how relaxing it felt, teasing his tongue for more. There was short breath between them before coming back, Tony's head light with bell chimes.
Jeff let his hands trail along Tony's body as he delighted in their kiss, chuckling in a break between their lips before kissing him more deeply, a little more passion in his movements. It was like... he'd always felt like this for Tony, but he'd been afraid to show it. It sure seemed to come naturally... his fingers flickered over the boy's sides, stopping to hold his waist.
Each next kiss was better than the last, and Tony's face was brilliant with a rosy hue. Letting go of his lips, Tony circled with his thumb one of the tan nipples on Jeff's chest; he bent low and kissed it, his tongue circling around and around until he took it by mouth and sucked. He listened to Jeff, letting fingers rub the other nipple as he pleased the blond.
"Ah! Tony…" Jeff gasped, almost squeaking. His body tingled in pleasure, the fingers at Tony's waist rubbing in response, trailing circles against soft skin. If Tony could make him feel this good... His fingers crawling upward, he held Tony's chest at the sides, rubbing both of Tony's nipples with his thumbs.
"Mmm...!" Tony's hands and mouth intensified, Jeff's thumbs sending tingles of joy through his ribs and heart. "Nn... Oh Jeff..." He hadn't noticed he was pressing his lower body with Jeff's, unconsciously expressing his need for more.
Breath hitching in his throat, Jeff gasped, a ghost of a moan on his breath at the touch of their bodies.
"Tony..." He couldn't believe they were—oh, but... it felt good. Oh, he... he wanted to do things to him. "Tony!" A knee moved forward, chest pushing against him, gently toppling him back. A hand to his back, Jeff caught Tony, letting him softly descend to the bed as he hovered over him, giving him a look he had definitely never given him before, a mix of want and affection, protectiveness and... and... love.
Tony whimpered, curling up in Jeff's hold and relaxing as he was laid on the covers. He... this was something out of a fairy-tale. He breathed at Jeff's look, finding a softness he'd never seen before...! "Touch me... please..."
Breathing unsteady, Jeff looked Tony's body over, stomach twisting in delight at the sight of his arousal. Admiring his beautifully shaped, boyish-yet-girlish body for a moment, his eyes flickered back up to Tony's before, hot breath pooling against his lips as a hand descended, teasing soft skin in its path. His breath caught as fingers met hard softness, eyes locked with Tony's as his fingers graced him, watching intently for his reaction.
"Ooh..." Shivering with excitement, Tony gazed at Jeff in wonder, gasping as the blond continued to caress. "Aah—! More...!"
Jeff's eyes reflected lust, feeling himself twitch at the sweet sounds Tony made. "Oh, Tony..." He ran his palm along his length, rubbing and caressing with a careful attention to detail not unlike when he was busy with some invention, his face contorted in bliss as making him feel good made him feel whole.
"Ohh...!" Part of him felt conflicted about this. He tried to shake the image of the boys away—this is Jeff! The thought of him alone made him moan. He pat his hand on Jeff's cheek, gazing into his eyes with enthusiasm. Oh god yes... you cry like a whore... YES...
Something in Jeff crumbled away at the look in Tony's eyes... he could please him like this forever, just to see him look so happy. Blinking, he was enthralled by the look for a moment before he tenderly smiled. Sinking lower, Jeff pressed wet kisses to his neck as his hand caressed slowly, nibbling, sucking, licking... oh, Tony tasted like—hot chocolate—or something as nice!
"Oh Jeff...!" His breath was shaky as he curled an arm around Jeff's back. He delighted at the ticklish touch of lips and tongue, making him laugh and feel so good...! "It—oh—! It feels so nice, Jeff! So good…"
"Mmm…" Jeff treasured his touch, humming against his neck. God, what had he been missing? He traveled lower, tongue flicking a nipple with a brief drag of teeth, his kisses trailing a little lower. His eyes flickered up to Tony's, gazing at him seductively as his tongue trailed along hot, dipping into his navel.
"Oh god, Jeff... you're so... ahn-..." Something about those eyes made him quiver in arousal, as if a portal of mischievousness opened for Jeff. "Mmn... you're so hot like this..."
Jeff couldn't help it. So much had changed in such a short time... he knew now, for sure. He loved Tony. It drove him to be so bold... he wanted to see Tony writhe in pleasure! Tony's words urged him on with a quiet moan, dripping hot against his lower stomach. Finally, he looked down, his breath shuddering as it ghosted Tony's arousal, pleasure twisting in his stomach at the sweet scent that clouded his senses. He glanced back up again, exhaling a steamed trail along him.
"Ohh—Jeff!" He couldn't help whispering those same words over and over again. It was Jeff! "Jeff, take me Jeff... I want you..." Tony watched him with naughty eyes, this newfound lust in both of them opening doors to strange new worlds they embraced and found wonderful. Tony grinned, urging him on as he said his name again. "Jeff..."
That look and that adorable begging was all it took to stop Jeff teasing—with a soft brush of his lips, he ran his tongue along him, firm and deliberate. One hand laced over his thigh as the other gripped his length, working his tongue with fervour. Curling around the head, he pushed his lips over it, blushing charmingly as he naively sucked with an odd sort of natural knack for a first try.
With a gasp, Tony sat up, trying not to startle Jeff. Oh, what was that? What was that!? "My... oh my...!" He blushed. "Jeff!" He curled his hands around Jeff's head for support, petting him.
Jeff almost purred, groaning around him at the reaction he got from the redhead, only making him want to give him more…! Taking in more of his arousal, Jeff bobbed his head, massaging the base and soft sac with his fingers, the hands in his hair earning an emotional gasp.
"Suck my dick, Tony!
Tony whimpered, biting his lip. Oh it felt wonderful, oh too wonderful for Jeff to be doing this to him... oh god the memories. The memories. Everyone shoving so much in his mouth—"Like it Tony? You're everyone's butt boy—!" STOPITSTOPIT he screamed internally at the voices in protest, cradling Jeff even more. H-How could they, how dare they... they're gone! Leave me alone! Tony sighed, Jeff's moans tingling through his hips as his mind fell to fuzz.
It was as if Jeff could sense the threatening of those flashbacks. No, Tony...! Taking a deep breath through his nose, he held Tony's thighs, engulfing him to the hilt, willing himself not to choke as Tony filled his mouth. Pulling back, he bobbed forward, letting Tony's hardness plunge his throat, vibrating his lips and tongue with silky moans as he deep throated him.
"J-Jeff!" Tony jerked back, shaking from memory. "D- Don't... y-you'll choke..." I am NOT like you. Any of you. "Mmm... take as... nnh, don't pressure yourself!"
Jeff wasn't listening to him. He could do this...! He was overwhelmed by the desire to make Tony feel good, to make him forget those terrible phantoms of the past. Tony deserved this... he'd been through so much. It was the least Jeff could do to work his hardest, to make up for all the time that he could've spent with Tony like this. Gripping his legs, Jeff swallowed him whole with each plunge, tongue pressing when he'd pull back, eyes clenched in concentration.
"Jeff...!" Tears poured from Tony's eyes. You'll get hurt! Don't hurt yourself for me, please—! “Please... you don't—! STOP!" On the other hand, this felt good. Too good. Tony moaned, but he couldn't think about whether it was worry or pleasure. Whatever little rational sense he had left chided him to pull back and withdraw, don't let Jeff take so much... his other senses, which took up about every amount of his thinking, begged him to submit. This was a gift, to be swallowed by one's own will...
Sensing that resistance still there, Jeff's brow knit as he slowed his movements, carefully pulling away as Tony slipped from his mouth with a soft 'pop'. Half-lidded eyes flickered up to his, a hand closing around one of his. Now... he had to say it, now. With a kiss to the head, Jeff breathed soft words over sensitive skin. "I want to. Because... I love you." His heart racing, he engulfed Tony's arousal again, low sounds of pleasure rumbling in his throat.
As if his heart burst out of its shackles and flown to the sky, Tony whimpered. He cried but for another reason now. Meadow-green eyes lit with love, Tony cradled his hands around Jeff's neck, smiling through tense breath. "And I... love you..."
If Jeff could have smiled, he would have, treating Tony to a somewhat difficult swallow, his throat closing briefly around him. Let yourself go, Tony... He wanted to hear his sweet voice excited for him again.
Letting shame drop from his shoulders, tears of joy caked Tony's face. It suddenly felt that much better; a strawberry-pink fuzz sweetened his thoughts and cleared his head of all poisons, finding himself living, breathing, whispering, pleading... all for Jeff. Tony sighed, his skin light as cotton candy. Jeff Andonuts was a manifestation of Heaven itself, and Jeff Andonuts was his angel... and here he was, and here was Heaven.
"Mmm... mn..." Jeff was enthralled, feeding off of his taste and sounds, slipping into another world where only Tony existed. Humming, he swallowed around the head, his mind only on the boy before him.
"Jeff... JEFF!" His insides squirming with utmost joy, Tony trembled and held Jeff tight as his climax surged up his arms and he could see fireworks. And Jeff, Jeff everywhere, rainbows of Jeff... with an ecstatic mew, Tony nuzzled Jeff's shoulder, purring.
Jeff's insides twisted hotly, in bliss as Tony's voice rang in his ears, hot essence slipping down his throat. Oh… how it aroused him. Pulling away, he wrapped his arms around Tony, savoring the taste in his mouth as he embraced him.
With a chirp, Tony nestled in Jeff's embrace in contented delirium. Wiping his tears over Jeff's skin, Tony pretended to sketch with his finger and stroke lines of hot moisture into odd shapes and circles until they dried away. He leaned forward to peck Jeff on the cheek.
A light airy laugh left Jeff's lips. Reaching out, he slipped his fingers through curly red hair, swirling strands between them. It was funny, how the mood could flicker like that. "Did you like it?" He whispered with a kiss to Tony's ear, brushing his cheek with his thumb.
A small gasp drawn from his smile, and Tony pressed his lips over Jeff's in response. Withdrawing softly, warm breath pooled around Jeff's chin, the redhead embracing Jeff and resting over his shoulder. "Jeff... y-you're always so good to me… s-so kind..."
"You didn't answer me!" He laughed sweetly, pulling Tony closer with a tender return of his lips. When had he starting feeling so happy? Was love... really… this was love, wasn't it?
"But Jeff, I did answer, didn't I?" Tony giggled. His hand snuck between them, stroking Jeff's arousal. "But... I think I should give you some back."
"Not real—nn—" His eyes half-lid in a flutter, breath pooling hot against Tony's lips. "Oh, you... really..?" Gulping, his eyelashes brushed Tony's cheek as they flickered.
"You should relax, Jeff." Tony’s other hand brushed over the inventor's stomach, tenderly laying him over the mattress. His face hued red as strawberries and his curious green eyes took in everything he could see. "Gorgeous...!" He whispered, trembling as his hand caressed hardness.
Jeff caught himself and settled back slowly, eyes clouded with enjoyment watching Tony as he moved over him. "Ahh..." His insides were warm and fuzzy, burning pleasantly at the subtle fire of Tony's touch—oh…
Tony sighed over the head, his lips dangerously close as he murmured words of awe and his fingers silkily explored. The tip of his tongue lingered beneath the ridge, sliding slow and not allowing more before he brushed a murderous kiss. Gazing half-lidded at Jeff with want, he slinked up his chest, hand still possessing, touching, teasing the blond...
"Oh—!" Jeff's voice caught in his throat at Tony's actions, body gently twisting on the bed. Now he knew why it was Tony that he thought about when he touched himself—oh, he'd wanted him to… touch him, for so long... "Oh, Tony… it feels... so good..." Eyes closed, he smiled with a husky sigh.
Tongue tickled inside Jeff's navel, Tony leaving kisses as he worked his way up Jeff's body. Such wonderful skin, as pure and pretty as snow... the nipple provided lovely contrast as he leaned forward and sucked, taking it in his teeth and nibbling. His hips advanced over Jeff's, and he let go his hand to match his erection with Jeff's. A whine caught Tony's throat, the redhead clenching his teeth as he clutched harder, thumb waving frantically between them.
Gasping, Jeff mumbled in pleasure, reaching out for Tony's body in delirium, needing to be closer, have more of all these feelings…! "Oh!—Tony." His head rolled to the side, hands grasping red shoulders firmly at the connection of their bodies. A hand found Tony's cheek, pulling him into a hard kiss, teeth tugging and tongue probing as the inventor's hip gave a pointed grind.
With a squeaked muffle, Tony raced to keep up, tongue waving ballistic as it pinned Jeff, begging to be embraced by him. Reacting to Jeff's touch, he rubbed in time with him, fingers fighting to keep their grip. His other hand clutched Jeff's waist, trying to keep the balance as the shared tension heated stronger.
"Haa... Tony..." The inventor gasped amidst their kiss, gripping the back of Tony's head, fingers slinked through soft red curls. His hips grinded, though not overly possessive, content to let Tony be in charge like he wished.
"Mmn...!" Applying pressure to his fingers, Tony sighed as he breathed over Jeff. "O-Oh...! Jeff, I..."
"Tony..." Jeff loved saying his name. It rolled off his tongue like silk; sweet and affectionate. Breathing a soft sound of enjoyment against Tony's lips, he was lost in his comforting scent...
A squeal pursed from Tony's lips, and he lain his forehead over Jeff's neck in fever. Close to his peak, Tony was determined not to let go. He wanted to make it a little longer for both of them, but he was afraid of losing what they already had if he slowed down. Tony winced, the acceleration of his pumping tuning down a notch.
Panting, Jeff's held Tony's face to his neck, resting his chin over comfortable curls. He was in love—it was beautiful, soft, exhilarating. "I love you." He cooed, petting Tony's hair, delighting in the slow of his touch. Just this was wonderful. Smiling, Jeff nuzzled into thick curls. "I'll never leave you..."
"Oh Jeff!" This nearly sent him over the edge then. He wanted to hear it. He wanted to hear how much Jeff needed him. "I love you! So much, I'd...! Oh... I'd die for you..."
“Tony!" His body arching, Jeff was on fire, those wonderful feelings building in his nerves. Cradling the other boy to him, his breathing was ragged, pleasure slowly taking over his body. "So precious..." He hushed, feeling a sharp twinge of arousal at Tony's loyalty to him, rolling his hips in response.
“I dreamed of it... for so long..." Tony purred, snuggling himself to Jeff's body. "You're all I… ever wanted... nm..."
"I didn't know... that I felt the same way," Jeff pulled him closer, everything warm, so warm... "Wish I would've... mm, known sooner." His fingers brushed flushed cheeks. "Tony, you're so beautiful..."
"Oh..." It didn't matter to him whether Jeff known or not. But knowing Jeff did, he... he... "Jeff—!" So close...!
